1 00:01:40,090 --> 00:01:43,050 [The White Olive Tree] 2 00:01:43,350 --> 00:01:45,860 [Episode 24] 3 00:01:46,630 --> 00:01:50,539 [This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to reality is purely coincidental.] 4 00:01:51,200 --> 00:01:52,000 Ran. 5 00:01:53,670 --> 00:01:54,550 Zan. 6 00:01:55,789 --> 00:01:56,590 What's wrong? 7 00:01:57,520 --> 00:01:58,880 My mom... 8 00:02:02,150 --> 00:02:03,990 has been diagnosed with cancer. 9 00:02:06,670 --> 00:02:07,660 I feel... 10 00:02:08,530 --> 00:02:10,940 she can't hold on much longer. 11 00:02:12,270 --> 00:02:13,380 Ran, don't be afraid. 12 00:02:14,220 --> 00:02:15,500 I'll go back now. 13 00:02:16,870 --> 00:02:17,800 Zan, 14 00:02:18,710 --> 00:02:20,310 come back quickly. 15 00:02:22,760 --> 00:02:23,600 I can't handle it 16 00:02:25,070 --> 00:02:26,810 on my own anymore. 17 00:02:30,240 --> 00:02:31,050 Okay. 18 00:02:31,750 --> 00:02:32,590 Wait for me. 19 00:02:50,030 --> 00:02:51,079 You ran away before I 20 00:02:51,079 --> 00:02:51,840 finished my words. 21 00:02:52,310 --> 00:02:53,280 I was worried. 22 00:02:53,840 --> 00:02:55,030 You didn't look well, 23 00:02:55,210 --> 00:02:56,120 so I came to check on you. 24 00:02:58,730 --> 00:02:59,770 Don't worry about me. 25 00:03:01,630 --> 00:03:03,150 Li Zan just called me 26 00:03:03,590 --> 00:03:05,000 and said he would come back soon. 27 00:03:06,750 --> 00:03:08,190 Why didn't he come back earlier? 28 00:03:08,840 --> 00:03:09,710 He made you deal with 29 00:03:09,710 --> 00:03:10,630 such a big matter here alone. 30 00:03:10,630 --> 00:03:11,910 I didn't tell him. 31 00:03:15,550 --> 00:03:16,670 I thought 32 00:03:19,130 --> 00:03:20,460 I could hold on until he finishes his work 33 00:03:20,490 --> 00:03:21,810 and comes back. 34 00:03:25,570 --> 00:03:26,980 I'm so useless. 35 00:03:30,840 --> 00:03:31,710 Sorry. 36 00:03:32,840 --> 00:03:33,780 I crossed the line. 37 00:03:36,590 --> 00:03:37,710 Things will get better after Li Zan comes back. 38 00:03:38,430 --> 00:03:39,220 Look, 39 00:03:39,710 --> 00:03:41,430 everything will get better. 40 00:03:41,910 --> 00:03:43,000 Don't worry too much 41 00:03:43,400 --> 00:03:44,310 or cry. 42 00:03:46,829 --> 00:03:47,640 Your eyes 43 00:03:47,670 --> 00:03:48,530 are still recovering. 44 00:03:48,870 --> 00:03:49,950 You can't cry often. 45 00:03:51,630 --> 00:03:52,520 I'm not crying. 46 00:03:54,079 --> 00:03:55,310 I never cried. 47 00:03:56,400 --> 00:03:58,150 I washed my face just now. Maybe I 48 00:03:59,160 --> 00:04:00,390 didn't wipe the water off completely. 49 00:04:08,430 --> 00:04:09,520 What happened to my mom? 50 00:04:09,630 --> 00:04:10,150 Doctor! 51 00:04:10,180 --> 00:04:11,150 You should wait outside. 52 00:04:11,560 --> 00:04:12,680 What happened to my mom? 53 00:04:13,000 --> 00:04:13,710 Ran. 54 00:04:13,890 --> 00:04:14,710 Don't go there now. 55 00:04:14,710 --> 00:04:15,190 Mom! 56 00:04:15,190 --> 00:04:15,960 Let them handle it first. 57 00:04:16,430 --> 00:04:17,070 If you go there now, 58 00:04:17,070 --> 00:04:18,120 you'll only hinder them from saving her. 59 00:04:18,720 --> 00:04:19,160 I will 60 00:04:19,160 --> 00:04:20,240 help you ask about her condition later. 61 00:04:20,560 --> 00:04:21,339 Don't go there now. 62 00:04:21,370 --> 00:04:22,130 Mom. 63 00:04:23,480 --> 00:04:24,230 What's wrong with her? 64 00:04:24,600 --> 00:04:25,480 What's wrong with her? 65 00:04:26,800 --> 00:04:27,240 Mom. 66 00:04:28,560 --> 00:04:30,160 You must hang in there, Mom. 67 00:04:30,790 --> 00:04:31,480 Mom. 68 00:04:33,800 --> 00:04:34,310 Mom. 69 00:04:35,720 --> 00:04:36,510 Mom. 70 00:04:37,510 --> 00:04:38,310 Mom. 71 00:04:38,940 --> 00:04:39,570 Mom. 72 00:04:46,120 --> 00:04:46,830 Mom. 73 00:04:52,950 --> 00:04:54,120 The diagnosis has been confirmed. 74 00:04:54,120 --> 00:04:55,600 It's a severe case of pneumonia 75 00:04:55,659 --> 00:04:57,420 resulting from a bacterial infection in the lungs. 76 00:04:58,320 --> 00:04:59,830 Currently, active treatment is underway. 77 00:05:00,120 --> 00:05:01,050 We'll do our best. 78 00:05:01,510 --> 00:05:02,630 Okay, thank you. 79 00:05:15,200 --> 00:05:15,680 Ran, 80 00:05:16,480 --> 00:05:17,630 Auntie has an accidental 81 00:05:17,630 --> 00:05:18,850 bacterial infection in her lungs, 82 00:05:19,190 --> 00:05:20,570 which has developed into severe pneumonia. 83 00:05:21,190 --> 00:05:23,000 Dr. Tang and the medical team will do their best to treat her. 84 00:05:23,200 --> 00:05:24,030 Don't worry too much. 85 00:05:35,110 --> 00:05:35,920 Ran, 86 00:05:36,390 --> 00:05:37,950 why don't you go home and rest first? 87 00:05:38,430 --> 00:05:39,720 She's in the ICU now. 88 00:05:40,040 --> 00:05:41,310 There's nothing you can do. 89 00:05:42,190 --> 00:05:43,120 If anything happens, 90 00:05:43,120 --> 00:05:44,600 I'll let you know immediately. 91 00:05:45,300 --> 00:05:45,810 No. 92 00:05:49,159 --> 00:05:50,310 I'll stay here with her. 93 00:05:58,480 --> 00:05:59,390 Okay. 94 00:06:38,720 --> 00:06:39,510 Zan. 95 00:06:42,600 --> 00:06:44,210 My mom is in the ICU. 96 00:06:46,430 --> 00:06:47,240 I'm scared. 97 00:06:49,600 --> 00:06:50,750 I'm so scared. 98 00:06:52,480 --> 00:06:53,430 Ran, 99 00:06:53,510 --> 00:06:54,740 I'm making a layover in Tokyo. 100 00:06:55,290 --> 00:06:56,120 Six hours. 101 00:06:56,150 --> 00:06:57,550 I'll be there in six hours. 102 00:06:57,710 --> 00:06:58,560 The plane is going to take off. 103 00:06:58,580 --> 00:06:59,540 I have to hang up. 104 00:07:00,160 --> 00:07:01,650 Don't be afraid. Wait for me. 105 00:07:06,480 --> 00:07:07,680 Six hours. 106 00:07:11,150 --> 00:07:12,190 Six hours. 107 00:07:19,590 --> 00:07:20,870 Six hours. 108 00:07:48,240 --> 00:07:49,040 Zan. 109 00:07:51,390 --> 00:07:52,170 Ran. 110 00:07:56,920 --> 00:07:57,850 Ran, it's me. 111 00:08:00,150 --> 00:08:01,630 I'm here to check on your mom. 112 00:08:02,290 --> 00:08:03,240 Sorry. 113 00:08:04,680 --> 00:08:05,950 I didn't sleep last night, 114 00:08:06,070 --> 00:08:07,010 so I didn't see clearly. 115 00:08:11,410 --> 00:08:13,930 Zan said he'd be here soon. 116 00:08:20,870 --> 00:08:22,310 Why hasn't he arrived here yet? 117 00:08:25,800 --> 00:08:26,480 Ran. 118 00:08:30,330 --> 00:08:38,799 ♫Stepping on my heart alone♫ 119 00:08:38,549 --> 00:08:39,360 Ran. 120 00:08:40,370 --> 00:08:48,630 ♫You're triggering a bomb unknown♫ 121 00:08:40,669 --> 00:08:41,549 Zan. 122 00:08:45,270 --> 00:08:46,390 Zan. 123 00:08:50,820 --> 00:09:00,210 ♫The sun of life reflects♫ 124 00:08:54,720 --> 00:08:55,360 Ran. 125 00:08:56,440 --> 00:08:57,670 I'm here, Ran. 126 00:09:01,170 --> 00:09:08,810 ♫Just stay where you are, don't go♫ 127 00:09:02,550 --> 00:09:03,730 It's my fault. 128 00:09:05,200 --> 00:09:06,630 I made you suffer. 129 00:09:14,620 --> 00:09:15,690 I won't leave. 130 00:09:16,440 --> 00:09:20,930 ♫Explode into the pieces♫ 131 00:09:16,510 --> 00:09:17,270 I'll stay here 132 00:09:17,270 --> 00:09:18,400 with you, okay? 133 00:09:26,750 --> 00:09:31,140 ♫We flow from our souls♫ 134 00:09:28,920 --> 00:09:29,680 Don't be afraid. 135 00:09:30,820 --> 00:09:31,460 Ran, 136 00:09:32,070 --> 00:09:33,310 don't be afraid. 137 00:09:36,940 --> 00:09:38,420 But the patient is still unconscious. 138 00:09:37,000 --> 00:09:41,490 ♫Explode into the pieces♫ 139 00:09:38,960 --> 00:09:39,840 Don't worry. 140 00:09:40,010 --> 00:09:41,330 Our medical team 141 00:09:41,360 --> 00:09:42,910 will monitor the patient's condition closely. 142 00:09:42,930 --> 00:09:44,010 If there is any progress, 143 00:09:44,040 --> 00:09:45,510 or if we need your cooperation, 144 00:09:46,120 --> 00:09:47,600 we will let you know in time. 145 00:09:47,960 --> 00:09:49,120 Don't be too worried. 146 00:09:49,150 --> 00:09:50,870 Trust our professional ability and judgment. 147 00:10:15,150 --> 00:10:15,910 Zan. 148 00:10:17,440 --> 00:10:18,250 Zan! 149 00:10:19,200 --> 00:10:19,910 Zan! 150 00:10:20,440 --> 00:10:21,070 Ran. 151 00:10:21,720 --> 00:10:22,270 What's wrong? 152 00:10:24,480 --> 00:10:25,630 Where did you go? 153 00:10:25,930 --> 00:10:27,240 Why did you leave? 154 00:10:32,640 --> 00:10:33,340 Ran, 155 00:10:34,480 --> 00:10:36,190 I went to buy you some food 156 00:10:37,390 --> 00:10:39,080 and washed my face by the way. 157 00:10:40,750 --> 00:10:41,670 I thought 158 00:10:42,960 --> 00:10:44,270 when your mom wakes up, 159 00:10:44,870 --> 00:10:45,600 I can't let her 160 00:10:45,600 --> 00:10:47,150 see my dirty face, right? 161 00:10:58,740 --> 00:11:00,310 I fell asleep just now. 162 00:11:02,150 --> 00:11:03,780 When I woke up, I didn't see you. 163 00:11:05,670 --> 00:11:06,820 So I was a bit anxious. 164 00:11:11,200 --> 00:11:12,290 Eat something first. 165 00:11:16,080 --> 00:11:16,760 Come on. 166 00:11:29,270 --> 00:11:30,570 Since this morning, 167 00:11:31,160 --> 00:11:32,670 you've only eaten an apple. 168 00:11:33,910 --> 00:11:35,380 You need to replenish some energy. 169 00:11:36,670 --> 00:11:38,050 You definitely won't go back 170 00:11:39,000 --> 00:11:40,530 before your mom wakes up. 171 00:11:42,120 --> 00:11:43,160 You can't 172 00:11:44,200 --> 00:11:45,330 sleep well here, 173 00:11:46,120 --> 00:11:47,450 so you should eat well. 174 00:11:48,890 --> 00:11:49,570 Understand? 175 00:11:54,320 --> 00:11:54,830 Here. 176 00:12:06,390 --> 00:12:07,790 I already had a sandwich 177 00:12:08,270 --> 00:12:09,930 when I went to buy you food. 178 00:12:10,650 --> 00:12:11,310 Eat. 179 00:12:19,630 --> 00:12:20,830 Just now, you didn't see me 180 00:12:20,860 --> 00:12:21,800 when you woke up. 181 00:12:23,180 --> 00:12:24,260 Did you think I left? 182 00:12:38,520 --> 00:12:40,410 My girlfriend is here. 183 00:12:41,020 --> 00:12:42,070 Where can I go? 184 00:12:45,040 --> 00:12:46,210 You silly girl. 185 00:12:48,910 --> 00:12:49,860 A little. 186 00:12:51,360 --> 00:12:52,580 Silly 187 00:12:53,270 --> 00:12:54,390 but cute. 188 00:12:55,000 --> 00:12:55,790 I like it. 189 00:13:00,840 --> 00:13:02,060 And I'm a little worried. 190 00:13:06,540 --> 00:13:07,400 Eat. 191 00:13:17,240 --> 00:13:18,300 I'm going to throw it away. 192 00:13:18,330 --> 00:13:18,890 I'll go. 193 00:13:19,840 --> 00:13:20,780 You eat. 194 00:13:26,040 --> 00:13:26,720 Have some water. 195 00:13:32,280 --> 00:13:34,360 It feels so good to have someone dote on me, 196 00:13:36,930 --> 00:13:38,950 especially when that person is you. 197 00:13:41,000 --> 00:13:41,720 Zan, 198 00:13:44,080 --> 00:13:45,080 I want to keep you 199 00:13:45,080 --> 00:13:46,390 by my side forever 200 00:13:48,200 --> 00:13:49,680 and never leave you. 201 00:13:57,080 --> 00:13:58,560 Ran, what is on your mind? 202 00:14:03,480 --> 00:14:04,660 I'm worried something might happen to her. 203 00:14:08,270 --> 00:14:09,640 If so, I'd lose my mother. 204 00:14:15,510 --> 00:14:16,170 Ran. 205 00:14:18,910 --> 00:14:20,000 It's not 206 00:14:20,000 --> 00:14:21,280 that serious. 207 00:14:22,150 --> 00:14:23,430 Don't frighten yourself. 208 00:14:34,550 --> 00:14:36,480 The medical team for your mom 209 00:14:37,030 --> 00:14:38,670 is the best in Dicheng. 210 00:14:39,750 --> 00:14:41,360 When you were asleep just now, 211 00:14:41,910 --> 00:14:43,870 I already spoke with Dr. Tang. 212 00:14:45,270 --> 00:14:46,550 She told me 213 00:14:47,510 --> 00:14:49,510 the targeted drug your mom is taking 214 00:14:50,020 --> 00:14:51,140 is the best available. 215 00:14:52,480 --> 00:14:54,430 It's just there was an unexpected infection during treatment. 216 00:14:55,390 --> 00:14:56,660 It has something to do 217 00:14:57,240 --> 00:14:58,880 with your mother's overexertion before. 218 00:15:03,030 --> 00:15:04,010 But now, 219 00:15:05,240 --> 00:15:07,240 they've put her on an ECMO machine. 220 00:15:08,360 --> 00:15:09,800 Once the bacteria are eliminated, 221 00:15:10,380 --> 00:15:12,140 as long as she can pull through this critical phase, 222 00:15:13,600 --> 00:15:15,590 there's a high probability she'll recover. 223 00:15:19,240 --> 00:15:20,050 What if... 224 00:15:23,000 --> 00:15:23,880 she can't? 225 00:15:27,790 --> 00:15:28,850 The chances are slim. 226 00:15:29,080 --> 00:15:29,840 But what if? 227 00:15:33,720 --> 00:15:35,190 Then we'll have to say goodbye. 228 00:15:41,200 --> 00:15:43,710 But I'm not ready to part from her yet. 229 00:15:52,440 --> 00:15:53,220 I know. 230 00:16:01,920 --> 00:16:02,690 Zan. 231 00:16:07,470 --> 00:16:09,030 Do you miss your mom? 232 00:16:13,390 --> 00:16:14,000 Yes. 233 00:16:20,480 --> 00:16:21,770 But I've gotten used to it. 234 00:16:25,610 --> 00:16:27,030 You were little at that time. 235 00:16:31,360 --> 00:16:33,390 Do you still remember what happened? 236 00:16:38,750 --> 00:16:39,510 Yes. 237 00:16:41,470 --> 00:16:43,260 My dad said the same thing. 238 00:16:45,750 --> 00:16:47,600 He thought I couldn't remember 239 00:16:48,630 --> 00:16:49,720 because I was little. 240 00:16:51,750 --> 00:16:53,210 But I remember. 241 00:16:56,030 --> 00:16:56,940 And... 242 00:16:58,210 --> 00:16:59,320 I remember it very clearly. 243 00:17:03,780 --> 00:17:05,849 My mom passed away on a morning 244 00:17:10,030 --> 00:17:11,050 in autumn. 245 00:17:14,829 --> 00:17:16,650 The leaves outside the window were yellow. 246 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:19,599 And the sunlight was bright. 247 00:17:20,920 --> 00:17:23,270 My mom looked pale, 248 00:17:23,880 --> 00:17:24,589 but 249 00:17:25,200 --> 00:17:26,790 I could still tell 250 00:17:27,160 --> 00:17:28,210 she was pretty. 251 00:17:30,170 --> 00:17:31,530 She smiled at me 252 00:17:33,240 --> 00:17:34,840 and touched my face with her hands. 253 00:17:35,880 --> 00:17:37,240 She said to me 254 00:17:38,540 --> 00:17:40,530 Zan was so little. 255 00:17:41,920 --> 00:17:42,960 She spoke 256 00:17:44,120 --> 00:17:45,770 with tears streaming down her face. 257 00:17:54,510 --> 00:17:55,610 I didn't understand at that time. 258 00:17:56,880 --> 00:17:58,880 I didn't know why someone can 259 00:18:00,200 --> 00:18:01,550 cry and laugh simultaneously. 260 00:18:04,360 --> 00:18:05,670 So I climbed onto her bed 261 00:18:06,880 --> 00:18:07,670 and 262 00:18:09,080 --> 00:18:10,720 wiped her tears with my hands. 263 00:18:15,640 --> 00:18:17,250 She smiled at me 264 00:18:19,180 --> 00:18:20,270 and held my hands. 265 00:18:21,710 --> 00:18:22,840 And she said, "good boy." 266 00:18:26,550 --> 00:18:28,140 Then she closed her eyes 267 00:18:37,580 --> 00:18:39,100 and never woke up. 268 00:18:54,550 --> 00:18:55,570 And then? 269 00:18:57,720 --> 00:18:59,350 Has your life been 270 00:19:02,340 --> 00:19:03,520 different since then? 271 00:19:06,590 --> 00:19:07,560 Since then... 272 00:19:10,450 --> 00:19:12,140 there haven't been any notable differences. 273 00:19:14,200 --> 00:19:16,290 Maybe it's because I really was 274 00:19:16,790 --> 00:19:18,000 too little at that time. 275 00:19:19,960 --> 00:19:21,390 It's just that every time I see 276 00:19:22,440 --> 00:19:24,130 other people with their mothers, 277 00:19:27,550 --> 00:19:28,960 I'd miss her very much. 278 00:19:30,940 --> 00:19:32,210 When I miss her, 279 00:19:34,190 --> 00:19:35,530 I feel heartbroken. 280 00:19:38,440 --> 00:19:39,700 Every time I was praised 281 00:19:42,790 --> 00:19:44,440 for my achievements, 282 00:19:45,890 --> 00:19:50,100 ♫We're at the farewell station again♫ 283 00:19:47,200 --> 00:19:48,730 I'd feel a bit sorry. 284 00:19:51,550 --> 00:19:52,600 If she could be there, 285 00:19:53,370 --> 00:19:57,680 ♫I wait with you but don't want the train to come♫ 286 00:19:53,880 --> 00:19:54,950 and if she could see that, 287 00:19:57,090 --> 00:19:57,900 that would be great. 288 00:20:00,500 --> 00:20:02,600 ♫I can't find you♫ 289 00:20:01,470 --> 00:20:03,050 When I was in difficulty, 290 00:20:03,200 --> 00:20:06,060 ♫You don't belong to me anymore♫ 291 00:20:06,640 --> 00:20:08,430 I'd wish she could still be with me. 292 00:20:06,930 --> 00:20:09,480 ♫We look at each other from afar♫ 293 00:20:10,790 --> 00:20:11,790 Then maybe I could 294 00:20:10,790 --> 00:20:13,200 ♫Far away from each other♫ 295 00:20:11,790 --> 00:20:13,480 complain and vent my frustration 296 00:20:14,200 --> 00:20:15,590 in front of her. 297 00:20:15,820 --> 00:20:20,450 ♫Now, on other ends of the earth♫ 298 00:20:17,510 --> 00:20:18,550 I could even... 299 00:20:21,140 --> 00:20:22,700 cry in her arms. 300 00:20:22,890 --> 00:20:27,720 ♫How many places do you want to go?♫ 301 00:20:25,410 --> 00:20:27,760 She definitely would indulge me. 302 00:20:29,290 --> 00:20:32,080 ♫When the flight and distance♫ 303 00:20:30,660 --> 00:20:31,820 This may be the difference 304 00:20:31,850 --> 00:20:33,330 between a father and a mother. 305 00:20:33,020 --> 00:20:35,830 ♫Are no longer problems♫ 306 00:20:35,170 --> 00:20:36,520 With her, 307 00:20:36,680 --> 00:20:37,900 ♫Unfortunately♫ 308 00:20:38,280 --> 00:20:42,430 ♫We lost contact long ago♫ 309 00:20:39,120 --> 00:20:40,660 I'd always be a child. 310 00:20:42,680 --> 00:20:43,720 Now that she's gone, 311 00:20:43,910 --> 00:20:48,910 ♫When love is deeply buried in♫ 312 00:20:46,830 --> 00:20:48,720 I can only act as an adult. 313 00:20:48,940 --> 00:20:52,970 ♫The castle piled up on the beach♫ 314 00:20:53,430 --> 00:20:57,000 ♫Time washes it away♫ 315 00:20:58,670 --> 00:21:00,580 ♫Let me guess♫ 316 00:21:00,610 --> 00:21:03,700 ♫Have you ever walked into♫ 317 00:21:04,000 --> 00:21:07,620 ♫The castle you built for me♫ 318 00:21:07,920 --> 00:21:12,160 ♫And disappeared at dawn?♫ 319 00:21:09,080 --> 00:21:10,470 It's okay. 320 00:21:12,700 --> 00:21:14,070 I've gotten used to it. 321 00:21:13,470 --> 00:21:18,990 ♫This love is deeply buried♫ 322 00:21:16,700 --> 00:21:17,610 I've acted 323 00:21:19,080 --> 00:21:22,920 ♫In the castle on the beach♫ 324 00:21:20,350 --> 00:21:21,680 as an adult for 20 years. 325 00:21:22,940 --> 00:21:26,510 ♫Time washes it away♫ 326 00:21:28,130 --> 00:21:32,330 ♫Let me guess, have you ever walked into♫ 327 00:21:32,380 --> 00:21:35,710 ♫The castle you built♫ 328 00:21:35,400 --> 00:21:36,310 Zan. 329 00:21:35,790 --> 00:21:40,940 ♫And disappeared at dawn?♫ 330 00:21:37,830 --> 00:21:38,660 Go ahead. 331 00:21:42,840 --> 00:21:44,450 ♫Let me guess♫ 332 00:21:44,720 --> 00:21:47,860 ♫Have you ever walked into♫ 333 00:21:48,070 --> 00:21:52,100 ♫The castle you built for me♫ 334 00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:53,580 If my mom really 335 00:21:52,590 --> 00:21:58,590 ♫And disappeared at dawn?♫ 336 00:21:53,610 --> 00:21:54,450 can't be cured, 337 00:21:58,750 --> 00:22:00,120 there will always be 338 00:22:01,700 --> 00:22:04,220 a void in my heart, 339 00:22:05,470 --> 00:22:06,850 just like you. 340 00:22:12,720 --> 00:22:14,510 But I have you. 341 00:22:15,680 --> 00:22:17,400 So the void in my heart 342 00:22:18,370 --> 00:22:19,600 will be smaller. 343 00:22:22,430 --> 00:22:24,340 And I want to fill a little of the void 344 00:22:26,620 --> 00:22:28,060 in your heart too. 345 00:22:35,880 --> 00:22:36,990 In the future, 346 00:22:39,110 --> 00:22:40,510 if we ever face 347 00:22:40,510 --> 00:22:42,100 anything upsetting, 348 00:22:45,260 --> 00:22:46,780 let's talk about it with each other, 349 00:22:49,070 --> 00:22:50,100 vent our frustration, 350 00:22:53,150 --> 00:22:54,450 and even cry if we need to. 351 00:22:54,830 --> 00:22:55,750 It's all okay. 352 00:22:56,300 --> 00:22:57,200 Okay? 353 00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:12,580 Okay. 354 00:23:17,480 --> 00:23:18,050 Okay. 355 00:24:37,940 --> 00:24:38,620 Ran, 356 00:24:40,060 --> 00:24:41,690 I really want to tell you 357 00:24:42,900 --> 00:24:44,660 I have another void in my heart. 358 00:24:46,020 --> 00:24:47,260 But I'm very scared. 359 00:24:48,750 --> 00:24:50,360 It's not just a void. 360 00:24:51,860 --> 00:24:53,370 It might be an abyss. 361 00:24:55,270 --> 00:24:57,750 It will drag you down with me. 362 00:25:31,920 --> 00:25:32,830 The patient is awake! 363 00:25:33,200 --> 00:25:33,880 The patient is awake! 364 00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:35,020 Hurry up! 365 00:25:35,240 --> 00:25:36,030 Hurry up! 366 00:25:37,860 --> 00:25:38,730 It's good news. 367 00:25:39,310 --> 00:25:40,950 Your mother is out of danger now. 368 00:25:41,110 --> 00:25:42,310 The bacteria causing the infection 369 00:25:42,310 --> 00:25:43,830 have been completely eradicated. 370 00:25:44,310 --> 00:25:45,880 Although she is still a bit weak, 371 00:25:45,880 --> 00:25:47,860 there is no longer any life-threatening risk. 372 00:25:48,270 --> 00:25:49,440 After some more rest and recovery, 373 00:25:49,440 --> 00:25:50,830 she can continue with the targeted therapy. 374 00:25:51,750 --> 00:25:53,500 The most difficult time has already passed. 375 00:26:16,600 --> 00:26:17,400 What's wrong, Ran? 376 00:26:20,240 --> 00:26:21,270 There is nothing in the fridge 377 00:26:22,550 --> 00:26:23,550 except these things. 378 00:26:29,350 --> 00:26:30,260 It's okay, 379 00:26:30,620 --> 00:26:31,970 as long as they can fill the stomach. 380 00:26:32,690 --> 00:26:33,100 No. 381 00:26:36,440 --> 00:26:38,310 There's nothing in my mom's fridge. 382 00:26:39,460 --> 00:26:41,080 I never opened the fridge before. 383 00:26:41,740 --> 00:26:44,060 I didn't even know she had nothing in there. 384 00:26:45,850 --> 00:26:47,090 She's been living so miserably. 385 00:27:04,260 --> 00:27:05,060 But Ran, 386 00:27:06,310 --> 00:27:07,400 she still has you. 387 00:27:16,830 --> 00:27:17,590 Zan, 388 00:27:20,880 --> 00:27:22,540 am I 389 00:27:22,890 --> 00:27:24,510 an unfilial daughter? 390 00:27:51,030 --> 00:27:52,270 I just hope 391 00:27:54,050 --> 00:27:55,050 it's not too late 392 00:27:57,660 --> 00:27:58,720 and there is still a chance 393 00:28:02,330 --> 00:28:03,750 for us to make up for the lost time 394 00:28:03,830 --> 00:28:04,920 we could have spent 395 00:28:06,070 --> 00:28:06,840 together. 396 00:28:11,330 --> 00:28:12,330 You will. 397 00:28:14,820 --> 00:28:15,620 Let's go to the kitchen. 398 00:28:36,550 --> 00:28:37,940 Why didn't you dodge 399 00:28:38,060 --> 00:28:39,460 when the bottle fell? 400 00:28:49,580 --> 00:28:51,180 I subconsciously thought 401 00:28:51,210 --> 00:28:52,800 it wouldn't hit me 402 00:28:53,640 --> 00:28:54,670 because you'd catch it. 403 00:28:57,710 --> 00:28:59,230 I didn't expect you 404 00:28:59,260 --> 00:29:00,350 to be so eloquent. 405 00:29:01,510 --> 00:29:03,080 If you really were hit by it, 406 00:29:03,590 --> 00:29:04,960 looks like the blame would be on me. 407 00:29:08,880 --> 00:29:10,310 In our future home, 408 00:29:11,160 --> 00:29:12,300 let's just avoid installing 409 00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:13,560 cabinets above the head level. 410 00:29:14,470 --> 00:29:15,070 In that way, you won't be able 411 00:29:15,070 --> 00:29:16,080 to blame me for them. 412 00:29:18,130 --> 00:29:19,500 I'll still have plenty of other things 413 00:29:19,530 --> 00:29:21,080 to hold you accountable for. 414 00:29:22,010 --> 00:29:23,930 For example, I'm starving. 415 00:29:30,570 --> 00:29:31,400 Done? 416 00:29:33,620 --> 00:29:34,140 Yes. 417 00:29:34,170 --> 00:29:35,400 We can eat in a minute. 418 00:29:35,660 --> 00:29:36,150 Here. 419 00:29:57,960 --> 00:29:59,640 It's such a simple bowl of noodles, 420 00:30:00,030 --> 00:30:00,920 yet you made it taste 421 00:30:00,920 --> 00:30:02,210 incredibly delicious. 422 00:30:04,270 --> 00:30:05,070 I didn't expect you 423 00:30:05,070 --> 00:30:06,750 to be such a good cook. 424 00:30:09,160 --> 00:30:10,030 This is called 425 00:30:10,480 --> 00:30:11,400 Yang Chun Noodles. 426 00:30:11,930 --> 00:30:13,280 My dad taught me how to make it. 427 00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:15,440 I only learned it 428 00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:16,560 because it's easy. 429 00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:19,740 I'm not much of a cook. 430 00:30:24,240 --> 00:30:25,600 If only someone could teach me 431 00:30:25,810 --> 00:30:27,370 how to cook when I was little. 432 00:30:28,900 --> 00:30:29,830 Then I wouldn't have had to 433 00:30:29,830 --> 00:30:31,330 sit through those awkward meals 434 00:30:32,470 --> 00:30:33,240 with Aunt Yang and my father 435 00:30:33,240 --> 00:30:34,610 at their place. 436 00:30:37,750 --> 00:30:38,720 Whenever I was hungry, 437 00:30:39,590 --> 00:30:41,700 I could just make myself a bowl of Yang Chun Noodles. 438 00:30:56,750 --> 00:30:57,390 Ran, 439 00:30:59,130 --> 00:30:59,930 in the future, 440 00:31:01,350 --> 00:31:02,720 we will have our own home. 441 00:31:04,030 --> 00:31:04,830 At home, 442 00:31:06,030 --> 00:31:07,920 there won't be anyone who makes you feel awkward. 443 00:31:11,260 --> 00:31:11,960 Okay? 444 00:31:26,610 --> 00:31:27,240 Ran. 445 00:31:30,640 --> 00:31:31,810 Why are your eyes 446 00:31:32,550 --> 00:31:33,790 always so red? 447 00:31:36,830 --> 00:31:37,970 They even look a bit swollen. 448 00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:43,960 Maybe I've been too tired recently. 449 00:31:45,170 --> 00:31:46,330 And I've been crying a lot. 450 00:31:47,480 --> 00:31:49,000 Plus the injury my eyes suffered 451 00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:50,110 back in Eastern Country, 452 00:31:51,510 --> 00:31:52,550 they're a little inflamed. 453 00:31:54,350 --> 00:31:55,550 I'll go to Dr. He tomorrow 454 00:31:55,550 --> 00:31:56,880 to get some eye drops. 455 00:31:57,250 --> 00:31:58,140 It'll be okay. 456 00:31:59,750 --> 00:32:01,790 When you go to the hospital tomorrow morning, 457 00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:02,990 make sure you go see him. 458 00:32:03,510 --> 00:32:04,640 Don't brush it off. 459 00:32:05,430 --> 00:32:06,300 Got it. 460 00:32:07,160 --> 00:32:08,070 I didn't know 461 00:32:08,070 --> 00:32:09,460 you're so nagging. 462 00:32:13,750 --> 00:32:14,750 I'm 463 00:32:15,180 --> 00:32:16,580 not like this with others. 464 00:32:20,110 --> 00:32:22,000 You're only like this with me? 465 00:32:24,450 --> 00:32:25,250 You don't like it? 466 00:32:28,590 --> 00:32:29,480 I like it. 467 00:32:30,750 --> 00:32:31,740 I'll accept 468 00:32:32,010 --> 00:32:33,510 everything you give me. 469 00:32:56,090 --> 00:32:56,620 Come. 470 00:33:00,090 --> 00:33:01,040 She hasn't woken up yet. 471 00:33:01,520 --> 00:33:02,850 You go have your eyes examined first. 472 00:33:03,350 --> 00:33:04,360 I'll stay here with her. 473 00:33:07,530 --> 00:33:08,330 Okay. 474 00:33:09,640 --> 00:33:10,030 Here. 475 00:33:13,060 --> 00:33:13,860 So nagging. 476 00:33:24,930 --> 00:33:25,720 Zan. 477 00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:28,520 Auntie. 478 00:33:30,400 --> 00:33:31,400 You're awake, Auntie. 479 00:33:32,270 --> 00:33:33,120 Where is Ran? 480 00:33:35,350 --> 00:33:36,000 Ran 481 00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:37,440 went to get two bottles of eye drops from the ophthalmology department. 482 00:33:38,270 --> 00:33:39,750 Her eyes are a little red, 483 00:33:40,030 --> 00:33:41,310 probably due to some inflammation. 484 00:33:43,190 --> 00:33:44,310 Auntie, are you thirsty? 485 00:33:44,440 --> 00:33:45,520 I'll get you some water. 486 00:33:45,640 --> 00:33:47,030 I... I don't want it now. 487 00:33:48,880 --> 00:33:50,110 Sit down. 488 00:33:50,300 --> 00:33:51,700 I want to talk to you. 489 00:33:53,510 --> 00:33:54,200 Be careful. 490 00:33:58,280 --> 00:33:58,840 Okay. 491 00:33:59,730 --> 00:34:00,510 That's enough. 492 00:34:11,120 --> 00:34:12,400 What do you like about Ran? 493 00:34:25,260 --> 00:34:26,219 I've never thought about it. 494 00:34:29,070 --> 00:34:30,070 I just like... 495 00:34:32,810 --> 00:34:34,400 the feeling of being with her. 496 00:34:35,320 --> 00:34:37,400 There must be some specific reasons, right? 497 00:34:41,850 --> 00:34:42,929 She's good in every way. 498 00:34:45,280 --> 00:34:46,110 Very good. 499 00:34:48,800 --> 00:34:50,659 Why do I think she's full of flaws? 500 00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:52,290 Too sensitive 501 00:34:52,510 --> 00:34:53,400 and fragile. 502 00:34:53,790 --> 00:34:54,580 Sometimes, 503 00:34:54,610 --> 00:34:56,530 she's inexplicably headstrong 504 00:34:57,620 --> 00:34:58,580 and stubborn. 505 00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:00,500 I actually think 506 00:35:03,070 --> 00:35:04,400 those things are good. 507 00:35:05,580 --> 00:35:06,650 I just... 508 00:35:06,930 --> 00:35:08,730 When I see her happy, 509 00:35:09,220 --> 00:35:10,860 I feel happy too. 510 00:35:12,580 --> 00:35:14,230 When I see her sad, 511 00:35:15,670 --> 00:35:16,880 I feel heartbroken. 512 00:35:17,920 --> 00:35:21,110 All my feelings are beyond my control. 513 00:35:22,590 --> 00:35:24,190 You think she's good now. 514 00:35:24,630 --> 00:35:25,660 What if you 515 00:35:26,240 --> 00:35:27,510 start to see her flaws in the future? 516 00:35:32,150 --> 00:35:33,630 Everyone has flaws. 517 00:35:35,280 --> 00:35:36,560 Everyone's personality 518 00:35:37,430 --> 00:35:38,950 has two sides. 519 00:35:39,970 --> 00:35:41,080 What others see 520 00:35:41,500 --> 00:35:42,620 as Ran's weakness, 521 00:35:43,000 --> 00:35:44,000 to me, 522 00:35:45,110 --> 00:35:46,630 is her soft-heartedness and kindness. 523 00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:49,190 What others see 524 00:35:49,190 --> 00:35:50,170 as her stubbornness 525 00:35:50,590 --> 00:35:51,660 is her perseverance. 526 00:35:53,670 --> 00:35:54,800 No one is perfect 527 00:35:54,800 --> 00:35:55,990 in this world. 528 00:35:57,090 --> 00:35:58,260 Ran is not perfect either. 529 00:35:59,600 --> 00:36:01,080 But in my eyes, everything 530 00:36:01,150 --> 00:36:02,070 about her is good. 531 00:36:04,320 --> 00:36:05,150 So it's not that I 532 00:36:05,150 --> 00:36:06,630 don't see her flaws. 533 00:36:08,150 --> 00:36:09,440 It's just that what I see 534 00:36:10,240 --> 00:36:11,450 is different from what others see. 535 00:36:13,810 --> 00:36:14,930 Why is everything about her always good 536 00:36:14,960 --> 00:36:16,240 in your eyes? 537 00:36:17,920 --> 00:36:19,280 Because I like her. 538 00:36:25,680 --> 00:36:26,620 I like her very much. 539 00:36:34,670 --> 00:36:35,460 Auntie, 540 00:36:36,480 --> 00:36:37,900 I'm actually 541 00:36:37,930 --> 00:36:38,960 a slow burner. 542 00:36:39,930 --> 00:36:41,000 Like Ran, 543 00:36:41,560 --> 00:36:42,680 I'm stubborn too. 544 00:36:44,410 --> 00:36:45,810 For people like us, 545 00:36:46,630 --> 00:36:48,360 it's hard to fall in love 546 00:36:49,230 --> 00:36:50,140 with someone. 547 00:36:51,400 --> 00:36:52,880 It's even harder 548 00:36:55,580 --> 00:36:56,380 to let go. 549 00:37:03,590 --> 00:37:04,190 Auntie, 550 00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:07,070 I know what you're worried about. 551 00:37:07,760 --> 00:37:08,590 Don't worry. 552 00:37:09,030 --> 00:37:10,860 I won't let Ran down. 553 00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:18,260 Will you still go to Eastern Country? 554 00:37:19,360 --> 00:37:21,180 I asked her this question a few times, 555 00:37:22,140 --> 00:37:23,350 but she wouldn't answer me. 556 00:37:31,580 --> 00:37:32,240 I will. 557 00:37:36,150 --> 00:37:38,030 Auntie, I don't want to hide it from you. 558 00:37:39,070 --> 00:37:40,320 I'll go to Eastern Country 559 00:37:41,440 --> 00:37:43,420 because some of my friends 560 00:37:43,800 --> 00:37:45,320 need my help there. 561 00:37:46,260 --> 00:37:47,570 They're not just ordinary friends. 562 00:37:48,670 --> 00:37:49,400 They're people 563 00:37:49,400 --> 00:37:50,890 I've been through life and death with. 564 00:37:52,550 --> 00:37:53,200 Also, 565 00:37:57,320 --> 00:37:58,230 there are 566 00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:01,070 some unfinished matters 567 00:38:01,440 --> 00:38:02,400 I need to resolve. 568 00:38:07,140 --> 00:38:08,230 Perhaps some problems 569 00:38:09,200 --> 00:38:11,150 can only be solved in Eastern Country. 570 00:38:19,320 --> 00:38:20,260 I understand you. 571 00:38:24,780 --> 00:38:27,260 But it's chaotic and dangerous in Eastern Country after all. 572 00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:29,550 I'm ill now. 573 00:38:29,970 --> 00:38:31,940 Ran needs to stay in China for a while. 574 00:38:35,690 --> 00:38:36,930 How will you tell her? 575 00:38:45,790 --> 00:38:46,580 Auntie, 576 00:38:47,960 --> 00:38:49,190 this happened 577 00:38:49,190 --> 00:38:50,110 rather suddenly. 578 00:38:52,320 --> 00:38:54,410 I haven't figured out how to tell her yet. 579 00:38:57,110 --> 00:38:58,030 But don't worry. 580 00:38:58,670 --> 00:39:00,190 I will think about it carefully. 581 00:39:04,980 --> 00:39:05,670 Mom. 582 00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:08,190 You're awake. 583 00:39:09,410 --> 00:39:10,030 How are you feeling? 584 00:39:10,260 --> 00:39:11,450 Are you feeling better? 585 00:39:11,770 --> 00:39:12,650 I'm fine. 586 00:39:12,670 --> 00:39:13,910 Don't make a fuss. 587 00:39:16,190 --> 00:39:17,070 How are you? 588 00:39:17,400 --> 00:39:18,360 How are your eyes? 589 00:39:18,360 --> 00:39:18,970 It's fine. 590 00:39:20,360 --> 00:39:21,460 Just now, Dr. He 591 00:39:21,510 --> 00:39:22,910 prescribed two bottles of eye drops for me. 592 00:39:23,770 --> 00:39:24,690 He told me 593 00:39:25,140 --> 00:39:26,420 to get more sleep 594 00:39:26,510 --> 00:39:27,670 and not to cry often. 595 00:39:32,920 --> 00:39:35,000 How could Dr. He say that? 596 00:39:35,150 --> 00:39:36,250 Our Ran 597 00:39:36,540 --> 00:39:38,430 never cries often. 598 00:39:38,480 --> 00:39:39,950 You've never cried, right? 599 00:39:46,690 --> 00:39:47,080 Yes. 600 00:39:47,100 --> 00:39:47,820 Auntie. 601 00:39:48,440 --> 00:39:49,550 Ran 602 00:39:50,070 --> 00:39:51,430 is actually very strong. 603 00:39:51,800 --> 00:39:53,140 She hardly ever cries. 604 00:39:54,440 --> 00:39:55,190 She only 605 00:39:55,190 --> 00:39:56,440 gets moved to tears 606 00:39:56,440 --> 00:39:57,960 when she watches cartoons. 607 00:40:00,590 --> 00:40:01,400 Recently, 608 00:40:01,840 --> 00:40:03,650 she must have watched too many cartoons. 609 00:40:05,530 --> 00:40:07,260 What kind of lame reason is that? 610 00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:09,000 Who would believe that? 611 00:40:09,110 --> 00:40:10,350 I believe. 612 00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:12,960 You've loved watching cartoons since you were little. 613 00:40:13,280 --> 00:40:14,640 I remember you 614 00:40:14,670 --> 00:40:16,120 standing in your crib, 615 00:40:16,520 --> 00:40:18,370 giggling at the cartoons 616 00:40:18,440 --> 00:40:19,630 on TV. 617 00:40:20,940 --> 00:40:22,050 They say you can tell a person's future from how they are at three. 618 00:40:22,110 --> 00:40:22,670 It's really... 619 00:40:22,670 --> 00:40:23,220 Mom, 620 00:40:24,070 --> 00:40:25,320 why are you 621 00:40:25,350 --> 00:40:26,830 on Zan's side so quickly? 622 00:40:29,530 --> 00:40:30,530 Could it... 623 00:40:30,710 --> 00:40:32,270 really be like you said — 624 00:40:32,730 --> 00:40:34,210 the more a mother-in-law sees her son-in-law, 625 00:40:34,540 --> 00:40:35,620 the more she likes him? 626 00:40:40,870 --> 00:40:42,020 I see. 627 00:40:42,610 --> 00:40:43,970 It's not that you like him very much. 628 00:40:44,420 --> 00:40:46,460 You only like him a little. 629 00:40:48,760 --> 00:40:49,960 That's not true. 630 00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:51,480 I like him very much, okay? 631 00:41:09,840 --> 00:41:10,390 Good night. 632 00:41:11,480 --> 00:41:12,100 Good night. 633 00:41:54,480 --> 00:41:56,000 The infection you have now 634 00:41:56,240 --> 00:41:57,200 and the last episode 635 00:41:57,230 --> 00:41:58,760 are caused by two different bacteria. 636 00:41:59,940 --> 00:42:02,140 But if antibiotics don't work, 637 00:42:04,230 --> 00:42:05,710 the only option left is a corneal transplant. 638 00:42:07,070 --> 00:42:09,720 The success rate in the past cases is not very high. 639 00:42:10,310 --> 00:42:11,460 You should be mentally prepared. 640 00:42:39,190 --> 00:42:40,760 In fact, what Eastern Country needs most right now 641 00:42:40,760 --> 00:42:42,550 are volunteers for demining like you. 642 00:42:43,700 --> 00:42:45,220 When do you plan to go? 643 00:42:46,400 --> 00:42:47,920 How will you tell her?